The Big Day
When I woke up in the morning of THE DAY, I was completely chill. Almost felt like any other day because I didn't have much to do besides going to the parlour at 2. Funny as it is, when I left for the parlour I realised I hadn't kept my clothes! Can you imagine? Lol. So I turned back and got them and that threw me into a state of complete anxiety. The closer I got to the parlour, my whole stomach started churning and I felt nauseous. SUPER NAUSEOUS and I didn't even know why. I was just..nervous I guess.
Once I was there, I was completely fine. Bilkul CHILL main tayyar hoi, I was in my happy place. Very comfortable, very satisfied with the way the look was turning out. Everything great.
When I got to the venue, I had a lot of time to just sit there since we had to wait for the barat to come and then it was going to be my turn. As time went by, my nausea started coming back. I was in a really great mood by this point because close friends had started coming in and I was getting really excited. BUT, the mild nausea was constantlty there. I kept thinking it'll just go away, itll go away. But check this..moments after the barat came, and moments before I'm supposed to go in, I'm sitting in the bridal room with my friends holding my face down, others holding a bag in front of my face and I'm throwing up! Lol! I was laughing at the situation, wasnt sure why its happening (Im guessing anxiety/nervousness?) but I LET whatever little it was out and after I did, I felt completely okay.
I hadn't seen what the place looked like, so when I eventually walked in I was overwhelmed to see how beautiful it turned out. The lighting and decor was prettier than I thought it was going to be so LOTS OF SPECIAL THANKS to my brother and mother who made it happen. So I guess everything turned out pretty alright! 🤗 lol. And then I got back into my superstar mode and owned the rest of the day! :D